A year of change

A YEAR OF CHANGE. This was something a really good friend of mine said to me this year. She knew that 2014 was not a great year for me in terms of work and relationship.

So when I got this new job in the beginning of this year, she said 2015 will be a year of change for me. And then I met my ex, and we thought hey, definitely a year of change. But look at what happened right? Isn't life just full of ironies? But my friend being ever the optimist, told me I am still heading in the right direction. 2105 will still be a year of change. I realised that I need to work on my temper issues and my realisation about what I want in terms of a relationship - she said those are all changes. And oh yeah, also me actually doing something about finally moving away from Malaysia.

And of course she reminded me, when one door closes another one opens. To my dearest friend, you know who you are...:) Thanks for the positive encouragement. God knows I will be needing plenty of those in the days to come.

I guess for now I am still reeling and healing from the break up and the events that unfolded after that. I wake up every morning feeling somewhat hollow. I don't think it's about missing him. I think it is more of having to pick up the pieces again. I think it is more the disappointment of having another relationship crash and burn especially when I finally thought I had something good going there. Oh well.

Meanwhile, I am trying to focus as much as I can on other things. Like getting my style blog up and running!